Monday, November 09, 2009
Damn it.
At least say something nice. At least show some concern.
Damn that short fuse of yours.
Your anger is contagious. You say I don't listen; but do you?
Damn this stupid lump in the throat.
At least say something nice. At least show some concern.
Damn that short fuse of yours.
Your anger is contagious. You say I don't listen; but do you?
Damn this stupid lump in the throat.
Sunday, November 08, 2009
baby baby bling
I can just drown in bliss <3
An old clip of SHINee, in June this year. Before the boys got their drastic make-over for their third mini-album, and before Jonghyun got his hair dyed blond (urgh!).
Hahaha he has all those cute expressions when he sings. Look at the rest of them as Jjong sang - weird responses!
But his voice is so ...... sigh ~ I'm in love. With the song and JH singing it.
Onew dubu* is now down with H1N1 after Jonghyun recovered :(
Hope they all get well soon! I miss seeing them performing in one group... Super Junior's members have been very sporting to fill in for their juniors, but SHINee just isn't right without everyone in :)
SHINee Hwaiting!!
* dubu = taufu (in Korean)
An old clip of SHINee, in June this year. Before the boys got their drastic make-over for their third mini-album, and before Jonghyun got his hair dyed blond (urgh!).
Hahaha he has all those cute expressions when he sings. Look at the rest of them as Jjong sang - weird responses!
But his voice is so ...... sigh ~ I'm in love. With the song and JH singing it.
The original vid is even smoother!!!!
I'm so so in love with R&B <3
I'm so so in love with R&B <3
Onew dubu* is now down with H1N1 after Jonghyun recovered :(
Hope they all get well soon! I miss seeing them performing in one group... Super Junior's members have been very sporting to fill in for their juniors, but SHINee just isn't right without everyone in :)
* dubu = taufu (in Korean)
Saturday, November 07, 2009
er.. redrum?
I think I make a pretty bad murderer.
If we're talking about silent assassination, say creeping up to a would-be victim, my cracking joints will give me away, right away.
Darn those pops. I sound like an old woman every time I walk through the library in shorts, because at least jeans muffle their sound.
I've managed to creep up to sis and successfully scared her though, but that's because every step I took I gave my joints 5 seconds to settle in before moving again.
(Ask me why I'd take the trouble do that!
... Because sis's reaction is priceless :D)
Too slow for murder-time. My to-be victim would be long gone before I even touch a single hair on them.
And also, speaking of hair, I shed too much off the head. Running my fingers through my hair will almost always produce a loosened strand or two.
It's not that my hair is unhealthy. You know what they say about people actually losing about 100 strands of hair a day? Mine is about there too I guess, but due to hair's frizziness, the loosened ones don't 'flow' down but instead get stuck in the frizz.
These loosened but stuck hair can randomly get unstuck from head and fall off.
So imagine the amount of evidence I would have placed at the crime scene. In no time, CSI-ers with a 20/20 vision will be able to pluck out a single strand of hair from even a tarred terrain.
And in no time Horatio will come knocking at my door, smug sunglasses and all.
so this is how RFLPs are put to use in forensic science...
But the main reason why I would make a sucky killer is, I cannot kill. Human beings.
(You're reading the blog of someone who has been guilty of using hot water to flick a roach on its back, and indirectly causing its death.)
I can't bear to inflict harm on people and creatures in general. I can't bear to see things suffering (which is why I ignored the roach there for half a day so that I won't see it struggling for its last breath as it gets eaten barely alive by ants).
I even felt super sad for the lizard now wriggling painfully in my downstairs toilet. I think it's sick or dying, because it's not very active, and it has been wriggling really geli-ly.
You see, even with my deep-rooted loath for lizards, I still feel for this particular one.
Will feel especially anxious when it nears its death. Who is gonna clean up the body??? Oh no oh no.
If I'm desperate to keep my hands clean, I might start hiring someone.
Meowz. Cats eat lizards right?
If we're talking about silent assassination, say creeping up to a would-be victim, my cracking joints will give me away, right away.
Darn those pops. I sound like an old woman every time I walk through the library in shorts, because at least jeans muffle their sound.
I've managed to creep up to sis and successfully scared her though, but that's because every step I took I gave my joints 5 seconds to settle in before moving again.
(Ask me why I'd take the trouble do that!
... Because sis's reaction is priceless :D)
Too slow for murder-time. My to-be victim would be long gone before I even touch a single hair on them.
And also, speaking of hair, I shed too much off the head. Running my fingers through my hair will almost always produce a loosened strand or two.
It's not that my hair is unhealthy. You know what they say about people actually losing about 100 strands of hair a day? Mine is about there too I guess, but due to hair's frizziness, the loosened ones don't 'flow' down but instead get stuck in the frizz.
These loosened but stuck hair can randomly get unstuck from head and fall off.
So imagine the amount of evidence I would have placed at the crime scene. In no time, CSI-ers with a 20/20 vision will be able to pluck out a single strand of hair from even a tarred terrain.
And in no time Horatio will come knocking at my door, smug sunglasses and all.
so this is how RFLPs are put to use in forensic science...
source from pw0nd.com
But the main reason why I would make a sucky killer is, I cannot kill. Human beings.
(You're reading the blog of someone who has been guilty of using hot water to flick a roach on its back, and indirectly causing its death.)
I can't bear to inflict harm on people and creatures in general. I can't bear to see things suffering (which is why I ignored the roach there for half a day so that I won't see it struggling for its last breath as it gets eaten barely alive by ants).
I even felt super sad for the lizard now wriggling painfully in my downstairs toilet. I think it's sick or dying, because it's not very active, and it has been wriggling really geli-ly.
You see, even with my deep-rooted loath for lizards, I still feel for this particular one.
Will feel especially anxious when it nears its death. Who is gonna clean up the body??? Oh no oh no.
If I'm desperate to keep my hands clean, I might start hiring someone.
Meowz. Cats eat lizards right?
Thursday, November 05, 2009
twist
This just happened less than 10 minutes ago.
An unidentified number called me on handphone. I picked up, and there was an automated message saying that my HSBC credit card has an outstanding amount of RM5,168 which was overdue for three months.
I was puzzled. Since when did I have a HSBC credit card? I listened again to the message, and was told to press 9 for the assistance.
I pressed 9. A woman picked up the phone. She said I've made the card application on the 9th of June, 2009, at their HSBC branch at Plaza Rakyat, KL. The RM5k+ purchase was made on the 21st of July, 2009.
I was pretty damn sure I've never had a HSBC credit card before, and argued with the lady. She said she'd help me check, and asked me for my IC number. I gave it. In the end, she said there could be credit card frauds, and gave me my card number ("5412-88-00-8352-6005" - a Mastercard somemore!), saying that there had been customers complaining about this too.
Then she said she'd linked me to a Pusat Pengurusan Kad Palsu, and tell me to tell them my case. I was put on hold for a while. After several rings, the line went dead.
So I called mom, who works in a bank. She heard me out, and straightaway went "it's a scam". There's no such thing as a Pusat Pengurusan Kad Palsu whatsoever, and imagine if I had owned a HSBC card, I would have divulged more information.
Instead, they got my IC number, which I can't imagine what they'd use it for, but it's probably not for something good.
I feel so dumb. Mom was half-lecturing me there just now, saying she's sent all those credit card scam emails to me for a reason. It's not like I didn't read them; it's just at that point, it didn't occur to me that this wAs a scam.
Should have realized the warning signs. :( :( :(
This is the number they called btw: +8613652476121. Weird number. Warning bells should have been ringing. I not smart :(
:( :( :(
An unidentified number called me on handphone. I picked up, and there was an automated message saying that my HSBC credit card has an outstanding amount of RM5,168 which was overdue for three months.
I was puzzled. Since when did I have a HSBC credit card? I listened again to the message, and was told to press 9 for the assistance.
I pressed 9. A woman picked up the phone. She said I've made the card application on the 9th of June, 2009, at their HSBC branch at Plaza Rakyat, KL. The RM5k+ purchase was made on the 21st of July, 2009.
I was pretty damn sure I've never had a HSBC credit card before, and argued with the lady. She said she'd help me check, and asked me for my IC number. I gave it. In the end, she said there could be credit card frauds, and gave me my card number ("5412-88-00-8352-6005" - a Mastercard somemore!), saying that there had been customers complaining about this too.
Then she said she'd linked me to a Pusat Pengurusan Kad Palsu, and tell me to tell them my case. I was put on hold for a while. After several rings, the line went dead.
So I called mom, who works in a bank. She heard me out, and straightaway went "it's a scam". There's no such thing as a Pusat Pengurusan Kad Palsu whatsoever, and imagine if I had owned a HSBC card, I would have divulged more information.
Instead, they got my IC number, which I can't imagine what they'd use it for, but it's probably not for something good.
I feel so dumb. Mom was half-lecturing me there just now, saying she's sent all those credit card scam emails to me for a reason. It's not like I didn't read them; it's just at that point, it didn't occur to me that this wAs a scam.
Should have realized the warning signs. :( :( :(
This is the number they called btw: +8613652476121. Weird number. Warning bells should have been ringing. I not smart :(
:( :( :(
I swear this is completely temporary :D
... Until my addiction ends.
My last one with Jay lasted three years :D
See how I edited this skin.
... Until my addiction ends.
My last one with Jay lasted three years :D
See how I edited this skin.
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
i call you butterfly
BOOHOOHOOO my favorite boy from SHINee is down with H1N1!! :'(
Speedy recovery, baby bling <3
SHINee, Hwaiting!!!
("fighting" in Korean)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so... g o t h o t !!!!
Darn, I'm sounding every part of a noona fangirl.
Speedy recovery, baby bling <3
SHINee, Hwaiting!!!
("fighting" in Korean)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so... g o t h o t !!!!
Darn, I'm sounding every part of a noona fangirl.
Monday, November 02, 2009
announcement
I'm no longer going to Ukraine!!
There's been a flu epidemic declared, and all universities and schools are closed for three weeks. My project leader's emailed her apologies at the "weird situation", and informed that the project's put on hold, indefinitely.
I might still be going in January, if things can work out.
But in the meantime, YEAH! I'm here to stay in Malaysia!!!!
Will start taking names of those who wanna chill out with me during the three-month break now xD
[EDIT: 1.27 PM 2nd Nov]
I dunno why , but I feel like I've an odd connection with Ukraine. Maybe it's all the prep and research on the country.. I even knew all the cities mentioned in news articles. Reading about how the epidemic is gripping the nation, as well as knowing that my Ukraine contacts are in the midst of all this, I feel anxious for them.
Here's to praying that the epidemic passes over quickly, with no more fatalities than are already reported.
I still wanna go there some day :) Right now, my eskimo winter coat is to be kept away.....
There's been a flu epidemic declared, and all universities and schools are closed for three weeks. My project leader's emailed her apologies at the "weird situation", and informed that the project's put on hold, indefinitely.
I might still be going in January, if things can work out.
But in the meantime, YEAH! I'm here to stay in Malaysia!!!!
Will start taking names of those who wanna chill out with me during the three-month break now xD
[EDIT: 1.27 PM 2nd Nov]
I dunno why , but I feel like I've an odd connection with Ukraine. Maybe it's all the prep and research on the country.. I even knew all the cities mentioned in news articles. Reading about how the epidemic is gripping the nation, as well as knowing that my Ukraine contacts are in the midst of all this, I feel anxious for them.
Here's to praying that the epidemic passes over quickly, with no more fatalities than are already reported.
I still wanna go there some day :) Right now, my eskimo winter coat is to be kept away.....
Friday, October 30, 2009
replayed
Let's make this the fourth post today! Wahaha!
Have finally stopped listening to the Replay MV and its dance version! Replaced it with this:-
Heehee. I love their dance moves! The ones starting at 0:17, 0.39, the whole chorus part, at 1:17, 2:48, and especially especially especially 2:26! This one, dunno why, reminds me of MJ.
The boom-track remixed bridge part is AWESOMUS ~ I'm reduced to fangirl-mushiness, hahahaha ~ <3
Have finally stopped listening to the Replay MV and its dance version! Replaced it with this:-
Heehee. I love their dance moves! The ones starting at 0:17, 0.39, the whole chorus part, at 1:17, 2:48, and especially especially especially 2:26! This one, dunno why, reminds me of MJ.
The boom-track remixed bridge part is AWESOMUS ~ I'm reduced to fangirl-mushiness, hahahaha ~ <3
This is too creepy to not post up :D
Remember when I got through my head that age is just a number? And then I kinda stumbled on SHINee's Replay last weekend and have been listening to this for the past FIVE days?
In that past five days I had no idea what the lyrics to this Korean song meant. (I just knew that the oldest band member is only 19. But they don't look 19 in the MV right! So I'll just pretend they're not that young.)
Then so few minutes ago I just had this random thought to google their lyrics out. Kinda sucks to wanna sing along to a song and yet only know ONE word. Got their Korean transliteration, and then wanted to know what I'm singing.
And then and then!!! The results just made me went O.O completely xD
~ * ~
(Nunan Neomu Yeppeo) Replay
Nuna you are so pretty,
Boys won’t leave you alone
Honestly, I know your shaking feelings
To you I know this love is one moment, one feeling
But no matter what is said, this is my life’s everything
Maybe you are worried about my young age
But look into my eyes, what is it telling you?
and I think I’m gonna hate it girl
if the end comes
Your heart will tell you, regardless of what others say
Nuna you are so beautiful
Looking at you I go crazy
But now I am tired
replay, replay, replay
Memories swipe at my heart
It hurts, when will my feelings be fixed
The ever drawing day of good bye
replay, replay, replay
Nuna you are my M.V.P
I know your nerves makes you a bit stiff
Me with you is so cool
Don’t let go of my hand
this promise I made to you
i know that it became a lie
Maybe to you, I am a little too boring, too kind
Your body is telling me
and I think I’m gonna hate it girl
when the end comes
My heart is yelling in front of the goodbye
Nuna you are so beautiful
Looking at you I go crazy
But now I am tired
Make up, shake up, break up
Memories swipe at my heart
It hurts, when will my feelings be fixed
The ever drawing day of good bye
Make up, shake up, break up
Ah ah, beautiful you
ah ah, I know has yet to find
with anyone a sincere love
ah ah, Although its such a waste
ah ah, I have given to you
at such a young age sincere love
can you not accept it?
Nuna you are so beautiful
Looking at you I go crazy
But now I am tired
replay, replay, replay
Memories swipe at my heart
It hurts, when will my feelings be fixed
The ever drawing day of good bye
replay, replay, replay
Nuna you are so beautiful
Looking at you I go crazy
Uh, Our love
Crazy,
But now I am tired
Uh I just go crazy ‘cuz
Replay, replay, replay
I I I love you gurl
Memories swipe at my heart
Hurts so much my heart
Uh, my heart hurts
Fix it
The ever drawing day of good bye
Yo I wanna hold U girl
Replay, Replay, Replay
I I I love you
Nuna you are so beautiful
(I keep thinkin ’bout you)
Nuna so beautiful
(I keep dreaming ’bout you)
Have you tasted sincere love?
Nuna you are so beautiful
(I keep thinkin ’bout you)
Nuna so beautiful
(I keep dreaming ’bout you)
Have you seen sincere love?
~ * ~
:D
I love these little links in life!
Remember when I got through my head that age is just a number? And then I kinda stumbled on SHINee's Replay last weekend and have been listening to this for the past FIVE days?
In that past five days I had no idea what the lyrics to this Korean song meant. (I just knew that the oldest band member is only 19. But they don't look 19 in the MV right! So I'll just pretend they're not that young.)
Then so few minutes ago I just had this random thought to google their lyrics out. Kinda sucks to wanna sing along to a song and yet only know ONE word. Got their Korean transliteration, and then wanted to know what I'm singing.
And then and then!!! The results just made me went O.O completely xD
(Nunan Neomu Yeppeo) Replay
*Nuna = older sister ;)
Nuna you are so pretty,
Boys won’t leave you alone
Honestly, I know your shaking feelings
To you I know this love is one moment, one feeling
But no matter what is said, this is my life’s everything
Maybe you are worried about my young age
But look into my eyes, what is it telling you?
and I think I’m gonna hate it girl
if the end comes
Your heart will tell you, regardless of what others say
Nuna you are so beautiful
Looking at you I go crazy
But now I am tired
replay, replay, replay
Memories swipe at my heart
It hurts, when will my feelings be fixed
The ever drawing day of good bye
replay, replay, replay
Nuna you are my M.V.P
I know your nerves makes you a bit stiff
Me with you is so cool
Don’t let go of my hand
this promise I made to you
i know that it became a lie
Maybe to you, I am a little too boring, too kind
Your body is telling me
and I think I’m gonna hate it girl
when the end comes
My heart is yelling in front of the goodbye
Nuna you are so beautiful
Looking at you I go crazy
But now I am tired
Make up, shake up, break up
Memories swipe at my heart
It hurts, when will my feelings be fixed
The ever drawing day of good bye
Make up, shake up, break up
Ah ah, beautiful you
ah ah, I know has yet to find
with anyone a sincere love
ah ah, Although its such a waste
ah ah, I have given to you
at such a young age sincere love
can you not accept it?
Nuna you are so beautiful
Looking at you I go crazy
But now I am tired
replay, replay, replay
Memories swipe at my heart
It hurts, when will my feelings be fixed
The ever drawing day of good bye
replay, replay, replay
Nuna you are so beautiful
Looking at you I go crazy
Uh, Our love
Crazy,
But now I am tired
Uh I just go crazy ‘cuz
Replay, replay, replay
I I I love you gurl
Memories swipe at my heart
Hurts so much my heart
Uh, my heart hurts
Fix it
The ever drawing day of good bye
Yo I wanna hold U girl
Replay, Replay, Replay
I I I love you
Nuna you are so beautiful
(I keep thinkin ’bout you)
Nuna so beautiful
(I keep dreaming ’bout you)
Have you tasted sincere love?
Nuna you are so beautiful
(I keep thinkin ’bout you)
Nuna so beautiful
(I keep dreaming ’bout you)
Have you seen sincere love?
:D
I love these little links in life!
So my second internship isn't working.
It's not like I didn't try my best in making it work. I did try to piece everything together, and the past few nights that I did so, I couldn't rest early and sleep well because my brain was too full of Ukraine travel logistics.
And on top of that, I have tonnes of microbes to memorize too for my first paper.
So when I've finally made the decision to let go of the second internship, it wasn't surprising to find myself heaving with relief, rather than moping with disappointment. Sure, I won't get to experience a lot of things, but there's always another time, another opportunity.
And then I'll get to spend some time with sis before she leaves for Aus :)
Why I'm writing this entry is I'm tired of people going "Oh! You're gonna be back so soon? Aihyoh why lah", and then try to suggest many ways on how I could still make this work. I know these people meant well, but it's like, did you think I didn't try hard enough? Did you think I didn't check out all other options that let me stay longer in Ukraine? Did you think that I had wanted to drop it just like that?
It's bad enough that I had to assure myself it's really all for the best; and then now I've to assure other people too.
No wonder I feel like a hermit these days. Want to talk about things, but very malas nak layan all these people >___<
I've to layan one of them later, and it's gonna be one helluva listening session, but hopefully I'll make it through.
Sigh.
All I want to do is study :( Can you imagine how hectic life is now for me to utter these abnormal words?
It's not like I didn't try my best in making it work. I did try to piece everything together, and the past few nights that I did so, I couldn't rest early and sleep well because my brain was too full of Ukraine travel logistics.
And on top of that, I have tonnes of microbes to memorize too for my first paper.
So when I've finally made the decision to let go of the second internship, it wasn't surprising to find myself heaving with relief, rather than moping with disappointment. Sure, I won't get to experience a lot of things, but there's always another time, another opportunity.
And then I'll get to spend some time with sis before she leaves for Aus :)
Why I'm writing this entry is I'm tired of people going "Oh! You're gonna be back so soon? Aihyoh why lah", and then try to suggest many ways on how I could still make this work. I know these people meant well, but it's like, did you think I didn't try hard enough? Did you think I didn't check out all other options that let me stay longer in Ukraine? Did you think that I had wanted to drop it just like that?
It's bad enough that I had to assure myself it's really all for the best; and then now I've to assure other people too.
No wonder I feel like a hermit these days. Want to talk about things, but very malas nak layan all these people >___<
I've to layan one of them later, and it's gonna be one helluva listening session, but hopefully I'll make it through.
Sigh.
All I want to do is study :( Can you imagine how hectic life is now for me to utter these abnormal words?
My lab demo is Monash's Overall Best Graduate for Honours Degree in Medical Bioscience 2009!
You go, Alfred! And now I line up behind emmy and jerry to be under you again for Patho :P
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I think that it's true that in tough times, you'll realize who your friends are.
Haha, I meant that in a totally informal way btw. For the past few days, I've been in a mad rush to try and get my visa sorted out for Ukraine, and people have been really kind to help me out.
I love all of you! Each one gets a Ukrainian prezzie from mademoiselle :P
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I just had maggi mee at 1.30 in the morning. Curry-flavored.
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I miss dance. I have an hour and 15 minutes more on my card, so I really should drop by before I leave for Ukraine :)
Now the dilemma is, what should I drop in for? Salsa? Ballroom? Hip-hop? *gasps* Belly-dancing?
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Monash condo should have a two-lift system like most high-rise buildings have! So one category of lifts serve the lower floors, while the other kind go right up to the higher floors.
Save much time, and you'll hear less stories of "I already late for school but the stupid lift kept opening at every floor.. and I live on the 25th floor!"
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why won't you say hi?
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If only Malaysia has a cooler weather, I wouldn't mind walking the whole of KL to explore it.
KL has always fascinate me. The capital's almost bipolar - one road you see trendy hot-spots and busy people, the next street you turn to may be quaint and oozing with old-world charm.
It's like Malacca, almost. Except KL doesn't have chicken rice BALLBALL!!! Yumz.
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Listening to the same song for two whole days while studyingdoesn't drive you didn't drive me crazy.
What drove me crazy was how cute these boys were >_____<
Guess who's my favorite?!
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Can anyone tell me exactly where to get these stuff??
1. Ukrainian-English language book. Dictionary's also ok.
2. Malaysian flags, the mini-pole kind.
3. Cheap Malaysia souvenir key-chains, that I can buy in bulk. (I know Sg. Wang, but any other nearer place I can check out?)
4. Orang-utan stuffed toy.
5. Winter boots.
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I feel so slack. All the Ukraine excitement and exam has exhausted me, and now I feel like wanting to just relax a day from everything.
Possible?
You go, Alfred! And now I line up behind emmy and jerry to be under you again for Patho :P
I think that it's true that in tough times, you'll realize who your friends are.
Haha, I meant that in a totally informal way btw. For the past few days, I've been in a mad rush to try and get my visa sorted out for Ukraine, and people have been really kind to help me out.
I love all of you! Each one gets a Ukrainian prezzie from mademoiselle :P
I just had maggi mee at 1.30 in the morning. Curry-flavored.
I miss dance. I have an hour and 15 minutes more on my card, so I really should drop by before I leave for Ukraine :)
Now the dilemma is, what should I drop in for? Salsa? Ballroom? Hip-hop? *gasps* Belly-dancing?
Monash condo should have a two-lift system like most high-rise buildings have! So one category of lifts serve the lower floors, while the other kind go right up to the higher floors.
Save much time, and you'll hear less stories of "I already late for school but the stupid lift kept opening at every floor.. and I live on the 25th floor!"
why won't you say hi?
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If only Malaysia has a cooler weather, I wouldn't mind walking the whole of KL to explore it.
KL has always fascinate me. The capital's almost bipolar - one road you see trendy hot-spots and busy people, the next street you turn to may be quaint and oozing with old-world charm.
It's like Malacca, almost. Except KL doesn't have chicken rice BALLBALL!!! Yumz.
Listening to the same song for two whole days while studying
What drove me crazy was how cute these boys were >_____<
Guess who's my favorite?!
Can anyone tell me exactly where to get these stuff??
1. Ukrainian-English language book. Dictionary's also ok.
2. Malaysian flags, the mini-pole kind.
3. Cheap Malaysia souvenir key-chains, that I can buy in bulk. (I know Sg. Wang, but any other nearer place I can check out?)
4. Orang-utan stuffed toy.
5. Winter boots.
I feel so slack. All the Ukraine excitement and exam has exhausted me, and now I feel like wanting to just relax a day from everything.
Possible?